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Announcement

Heyas everybody! Been super busy lately and today seems like the best day to post cause its xmas! merry Xmas everyone!.. i got Miranda a pretty good gift this year... we've decided to get engaged!!!! I know.... never thought id be a guy to settle down..but after 2 years with her and knowing that she is what i want in a woman in my life i made the jump..and we are both amazingly happy to announce our engagement!

I had a really bad flu lately that almost led to Pnamonia or however ya spell it lmao! it sucked horrendous amounts of balls.. and im glad to be JUST getting over it today for xmas! i still play world of warcraft more then most people should but ive transfered my toons to an ocianic austrailian server to be with a ton of old friends and its been great!

i miss alot of you and me and Miranda want to wish all of you a very merry xmas!

p.s

Drink a shit ton of bailys this xmas... i know i am

Wade

Hey guys im so sorry about the length between posts. I do realize that ive been overloading myself with work and swiming in a sea of black depression for months and years and years, But ive had somthign open my "eye" tonight. It made me feel whole and make me realize that we are all one and the same and nothing is really bad as long as we have people and our experences to guide us.

I have now had MY experence.

My third eye is so wide open at this exact moment that i am content for the first time since i was eleven years of age. Things are gonna be fine and always will be because im letting my eye do the thinking for me like i should have the day i was born, But that was long before when my eye was blinded with black spray paint in the form of T.V and horrid ...horrid music. I've realized that all  .......THIS..... is just a ride. I've chosen that path, And im gonna fuckin' ride it hard. I'll never give up.

And a special note to people i've known for a long time. No Matter our circumstances! I wanna hear from each and every ONE of you. Old friends who lost touch. ALL of you.

I wish you all a life changeing experence like im having. *a touch of old wade* GOD DOESN'T EXIST!

Wade

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Hey everyone LTNS... ive been really busy with work and my small bout with some severe tonsilitis to post lately.. im loving living on my own.. and my roommates are kickass...been a good boy and havent gone out more then 2 times to the bar since my move.. BUT i still drink like a fish at home..

I've had some "obsticals" put in my "path" the last few months.. and they have really began to get me down.... and somedays i dont handle it to well.. and ive had some rough times... you all know im not my biggest fan.. but thats only a small slice of this pizza.. ive fought extreme stress and chronic depression for years but its come to a head lately.. and things have gotten bad in some areas... im trying very hard to figure everything out.. this is a war i have to fight alone i figure and im coming out swinging...ive got alot of acceptance issues and its made me a virtual recluse... and ive got  an issue with my fear of failure in the eyes of my mother and father..ive had days where i hate to get out of bed .. days i hate to see people... days i hate to look at myself in the mirror.. days i hate our world and the way we all live..... ive got problems.. i know i do... and it all stems fomr me thinking to much worrying to much and questioning to much...

At first i didnt wanna get into my depression problem... but they say the first step is talking about it.. and now i have a bit.. *sigh*.... let the healing begin LMAO... i felt i needed to vent this stuff.. other then my own personal war everything has been great.. thought id let you guys know :D

Wade

Well guys.. im moved in... got my internet going... and ive been drinking heavily and eating poorly... ahhh the on my own life :D... the move went smooth... everything is working great.. just thought id give a quick short and sweet update to my progressing endevors.. as for my friends who wanna see me place call me  you homos ... :D

btw the new Alexisonfire dropped..... AMAZING

wade

Heya guys.... this is my last post from home.. moving tomorow.. got a bunch of my shit at the house hehe... dont leave me e-mails and stuff for my address... phone my cell and ill bring you by to see it... ive got a basement suite... kinda like Dereks old one.. a bit smaller...biggest living room... biggest bedroom and biggest bathroom.. i lucked out... it already feel like home... all my shits here LMAO...anyways... just thought id leave a post saying dont really phone my house anymore looking for me...  here i go again on my own

wade